i think its just easier to post an entry here on dp, because i dont really know anyone here. like i feel its always just easier to pour your heart to a stranger. soooo to all you strangers who want to glance at this. have a good time. lol. okay well, ever have that feeling in the pit of your stomach that you should have reacted differently to a particular situation. you should be different with a certain person. you should not care so much or atleast not be so obvious. (ps. these blogs are me rambling, so if u do happen to read..do not ask for clarification..haha) the thing is i need a freaking break frm him without pushing him away. i need to get over him but secretly i need him to realise it and acknoledge what im doing. why do we need peoples approval? & okay so he is now having a problem with his own friends n this girl he likes. umm anyhow, he made some mistakes and now its making me judge him too aHHHHHHH.im not happy, i used to live in this perfect world where i was just busy and ignored every bad thing that passed me by. i wanna be in that world again. okay so these are half ass bad blogs..its pretty much me rambling n den stopping. sooooo everyone good night, hopefully good times shall roll by once again. much love.