this year
SUCKS!

so many bad things have been happening this year, its soo effed up!
now to add to it, my niece in the states (4 months old) is currently in a coma. she was sleeping in her grammas room and the window was open and the wind blew the curtain which had covered her face which caused her to suffocate. Now, for the past 4 days, she has been in the hospital-- no signs of change. As far as i know, she's breathing on her own, however, the doctors say that she really dusnt stand a chance unless she opens her eyes, and even so, shes only 4 months old .. the chances are VERY slim. If she dosnt show some sort of change soon, my cousins, her parents, will have to make a decision.

hope is the only things keeping my cousin and his wife strong. hope that their little girl will have some sort of miracle and pull through. otherwise.. i dont know.

they say everything happens for a reason.. that God has a plan for everyone... well tell me, why bring this little girl into the world if he's planning on taking her from us. I dont understand.. =/

.. wake up ria. <3
i love you.